Wednesday, 8 January 2014

                                           New Found Love in a Hopeless Place

I always saw these phoney ads on websites about how meeting someone on the internet can change your life, turn into something magical, all that stuff. In my head, obviously I thought “bullshit.” Most of the time I hear that it goes wrong. It’s not who they thought they were, like the documentary catfish. The idea of that whole scenario scared the shit out of me. Until one day I wanted to become more spontaneous and gain a new relationship a different way rather than face to face, because the whole face to face experiences I’ve went through went bad, from previous experiences. So I decided to sign up for “Plenty of Fish” or POF as people say, which is a site where you join to meet potential dates or even just to form a new friendship. I heard the site was great for that sort of thing. Little did I know, after a few weeks my life changed for the better.

His name is Bradley, and he isn’t like anyone I’ve ever met or known. I was very familiar with relationships and how they worked; meanwhile he was new to the whole experience. I was his first kiss. He said when our lips touched; he felt a wave of heat rushing through his body, head to toe. He knew this moment was worth the wait, and I knew this had to mean something more.  From that point on, we became best friends. Sharing new experiences and making new memories together.

We went on movie dates, spent hundreds in restaurants, decided to be adventurous and spent time at sky zone and had the grandest time. We got these neon orange special socks for sky zone, with little white suction cups at the bottom for grip. We had the most fun, like always. It felt like life was finally changing, for both of us.

One day the greatest thing happened, and it melted my heart and gave me butterflies that I couldn’t even handle. We started getting closer and more affectionate. We we’re driving back from another dinner date and we parked and were just sitting and talking in a parking lot, being cute as always, and the serious look on his face made me think of what he was about to say. Obviously I thought the worst, was he going to break up with me? I hate being a girl having these thoughts. I thought he liked me. Then he turned to me, smiled and said “I love you Cindy Moar.” My eyes went wide; I smiled like a little girl and blushed so much. I finally found my words and said “I love you too Bradley.” We started to talk after that.

 “Cindy I mean it, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I am over joyed to have you in my life.”

My voice was soft and high-pitched from how I was feeling. So many butterflies, “you really mean that? Because I really do care about you to Brad, you are amazing in every single way and I enjoy all the time we have spent together and I am ready for more days to come.”  We were both ear to ear grinning at this point.

He says,” I am so happy you say that Cindy, I feel the same way and I love you so much.” 

“I love you, Brad.”

After a couple months we are still stronger than ever to this day. We have the greatest time together, always. We have our arguments, but that’s totally normal. We are always laughing and smiling and being cuter than ever. We make each other happy and keep each other sane. We help one another with whatever we need, and never fail to lift each other’s spirits. He makes me the happiest, and I do the same to him.

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Wednesday, 20 November 2013

woman crush Wednesday :') Mila Kunis ! 

imagery quick write

Concept Art Writing Prompt: The House on Crab Legs

for as long as i could remember my home has been my safe place , as a child i always knew my home was far from ordinary and by that i guess im trying to say it was built with robotic crab legs attached , 6 heavy duty shiny silver legs that weighed about 2000 pounds each , enough to hold me my mom and dad while supporting the weight of the house .going outside at night  is always the best me and my new friends love to climb to the very top of the legs on my home and look at the stars we are never in one place more than 2 days and every where we go the stars form differently in California it felt as if the stars were wanting to jump out and surprise me , in Alaska they sparkled so bright i did not wanna blink . I would not trade my home for the world , it feels like one big warm fuzzy blanket rubbing up on your skin . everyday is full of surprises

Thursday, 14 November 2013

quick write /afraid,loves,lost

strange enough i find this to be 100% true  mainly because i thought of myself , my family and friends . i am afraid of being alone but i know i'm not the only one who has that fear , it's a very scary thought having to experience life alone and not having anyone to turn to when your sad and need a shoulder to cry on or even when your over joyed and want to share that with some body , comfort is the best feeling in the world by far . I love my family and friends they all have done something to open my eyes and not always good things but things that could make me open my eyes and make me wanna do better , they all have a special place in my heart <3 . at only 15 years old i lost my dad to cancer, a person i spent every single day with , and that expierenced changed me  drastically , i lost myself but soon realized i needed to pick up the pieces and i am now smarter than iv'e ever been , i have came a long way in such a short time and everything i do i do for him 04.10.10

quick write / a teachers life

i don't believe anyone has an easy life , everyone goes through struggles but i remember thinking about a teachers life when i was a kid and it really isn't more difficult or more stressful then a student or just a random person on the street . "you know my name , not my story" i think about that phrase a lot because it is true you have no idea what goes on behind closed doors but you can definitely gain an idea by how a person acts and if it happens to be a teacher you get an idea by how they handle themselves in a class room , if there constantly screaming and angry it could mean things aren't going to well at home ,if a teachers shows up and puts on a smile and takes interest in the children and is always open to lending a helping hand then at home things could be going great , a teacher is life isn't any different , it may be busy but life's what you make it .

quick write/minions :)

if i had a set of minions for a week i have a strong feeling i would be very entertained and there couldn't possibly be a dull moment , i would sit around and observe there behavior in hopes i could get a good laugh ,i would not wanna miss a thing . i would teach them jokes and maybe they could teach me some as well , i would host talent shows and other fun activities and watch all the different personality's come together  , teach them the new slang :) dress them up in different outfits and save video recordings of each and every one of them , i think there voice is the cutest thing !